What a fateful day it was when I started reading this book.
As I turned the pages and saw the title ‘Red on the White Grains’, instinctively, I knew a tragedy was about to uncover itself. Sadly, at that same moment, I, along with the rest of the world, was literally seeing history repeat itself in another part of the globe. Many comparisons were being made between the current crisis and the far end of The Vietnam War, which plays a crucial role in this book. The gap of 45 odd years appeared to have closed and I felt like the book was being narrated to me as I was watching the story live on screen. It seemed as though the physical distance between Nam and @fhgan had merged into one single mass of tragedy and human loss. At the same time, it also made me conscious of the millions of stories that were being buried and trampled upon right that moment. How many of stories will ever see the light of day, I wondered.
Through the eyes of two women, we learn the history of a nation spanned out across five generations. A history filled with victors and conquerors, abundance and famines, books and bombs, and worship and wars. Here is a story of a daughter who had to suppress her scream as she watched her father beheaded by soldiers, a story of a sister who cried helplessly as she watched her brother being beaten by her neighbours, a story of a mother who waited 24 years to see her son again only to watch him slowly die and a story of a grandmother who risked being imprisoned so she could get her granddaughter a few books. Here is a story of an ordinary woman and her pursuit to make her family whole again.
The author is very articulate with her words and descriptions. By interlinking human emotions with nature and seasons, she delicately paints a visual scene in your mind. Her writing highlights the testimony of human survival against all odds
The Vietnam War has played a critical role in the history of the nation, politically, socially, and economically. And so, it does within this story too, although here the author brings to light the horrifying effect the war had on the common people and the tragic ways in which the war changed them, often for the worse. Families are torn and generations are lost. Neighbours turn against neighbours and brothers stand on opposite sides of the line, ready to fire. In such testing times, who can blame a mother for choosing herself over her kids. War changes one in ways we on the outside can never comprehend.
No truer words have been written than this line in the book - the person who comes out of the war is no longer the same as the one who went into it. The demons of war never leave a soldier. It is true that wars never truly end, even when they end politically. It continues to play in the minds of those who were in it, those whose loved ones were in it and in the minds of those who are yet unborn, for generations to come. Wars are retold countless times in numerous ways. Some struggle to forget it while the others aren’t allowed to forget.
As I drew near the end of the book, I pondered upon the story and our world at large. Where on one hand you have people with an unquenching thirst for revenge, jealousy, and power, on the other, you have people helping each other selflessly with pure compassion. How then does one begin to examine us humans? On what basis can we say that these are rotten times and those were flourishing times? What do we believe? Do we dare to hope amidst the crumbling walls of humanity? Do we have the strength and faith that Grandma Lan does, who after losing her half of her family to human atrocities, yet sustains a glimmer of hope for her granddaughter and the future of her nation?
Yes, fortunately, after years of pain and suffering, Vietnam has bounced back. It is now a cultural and economic hub, with tourists, including me, waiting for it to reopen its borders which have been closed since the pandemic began. Can we gather some hope to see the same in another part of the world 45 years hence?